SAY YAS!


tow kay

name: Md Yasin
d.o.b: 17th November
school: Raffles College
course: Advance Diploma in Tourism and Hospitality Management
in-take: July 2007
enjoys: cycling and swimming
talkcocksingsong

11:36 pm, Tuesday, April 10, 2007

its sick when you're left speechless in an argument. knowing that you've lost and seeing your opponent satisfied makes you even more sick. that's besides the point.

sometimes people are just bloody evil you know. they have been studying you and knows your bloody strengths and weaknesses. that's alright man. i too, damn well, know the strengths and weaknesses of my friends, especially the close ones. but the fucked up thing is that some jackass will make use of you. they know what you can do and can't do. if they need something badly, they'll try things that you can't do like saying 'NO' to them.

at times i do hate my weaknesses but that's part of humanity, it's something that's already in me and no one can ever change it. i was told off earlier today. things that i heard were very hurtful yet angry. i tried defending myself... an there goes an argument. at one point things i heard from that somebody made me speechless. i could not think of a better thing to say then nothing. it was like an atomic bomb that left you in silence.

ok, let me layout everything that was smacked into my face.

somebody: "before you even ask my side of story, you already started scolding me"
me: "it was right in front of me. everything was clear. it was obvious and you don't want to admit it"
somebody: " you know what, people are just making use of you cos you can never say no to them, especially the girls. and you always listen to them than me."

thinking it through, what that somebody said to me was true and i hate it. the truth will always hurt. you can do nothing bout that feeling. but for sure, you will hate those things people do to you like making use of you and almost made you become the bad guy. fuck man. to everyone, anyone, someone, no one who's reading this piece of shit, just make sure people don't make use of you for nothing. i had realize it myself. we're in this fucking world, people everywhere make use of you. and at fucking times, you can't be made use for nothing. in the working world, make sure you're wallet being filled when they make use of you. fuck, what crap am i talking bout, but its true.. argh fuck off!